ABSOLUTE Obsession

So some days at work, I get kinda bored with the whole "JOB" idea, and I kinda get involved in my own world. I surf the Internet looking for things that would be FUN or that I've wanted and I ask Jay if I can have them.

Today I've looked online all day for Yorkie puppies. I get these ideas, and I think that it's such a good idea! But after a few days of Absolute Obsession, I'm usually okay that I didn't end up getting what I wanted.


I've looked for puppies a number of times, and one day I'll probably end up really getting one. I LOVE PUPPIES!! When I ask Jay if I can have one, he never tells me NO. He says if you think you can take care of it...which kills me!! Yeah, I could!! ....But would it really be the best for the puppy? I mean, I'm at work, Monday - Thursday, 8:00 - 5:00 and Fridays 8:00 - 2:00. Leaving little time for puppy play and I'd feel so bad leaving it all day. Another option, which I mentioned to Jay but he didn't say he liked it, would be to quit my job and get a puppy, maybe two, and really be able to take good care of them! But of course, this option does have a downside. The whole paycheck thing is nice...and I do like working...I'll have to think that one over for a bit longer I suppose.


I did once just decide that I was going to get a puppy. DUKE was his name. And I got him 2 summers ago. He was a peek-a-poo and was such a doll! He had blue eyes that when I saw him in the pet store, I had to take him home. At the time, I was living at my parents, and when I called my mom to tell her, she didn't really believe me. (I guess I'd cried "wolf" too many times)

But I was working and playing at the time, and I didn't really have the time, or I didn't make the time to really take care of DUKE, I mostly just wanted the puppy...I had to sell him about 3 months after buying him and I was so sad, but he kept having accidents on my mom's new flooring...it was so sad to have to let him go. I don't want to have to do that again, so I'm trying to really think about it before I come home with a puppy or two, but once you look at their little faces, it's over! They want you to take them home, and they are in control from there on out.

I also get completely obsessed with houses, (and babies...) I'll look at houses online all the time, and make Jay drive around to find them all and see if they would be anything to buy. We came close to buying once, but decided to wait,WAITING is hard. I like things NOW.

With a BABY, I also think that I would like one NOW, but this I HAVE THOUGHT about, although they are so cute, and would be fun, they would take a lot of work, and time, and money. And once you have a baby, there is NO going back. (At least with the dog I could sell it right?) Of course I know having a baby is a GOOD thing and I wouldn't REGRET it, but I do want the timing to be RIGHT.